hardened.

I don't think I'll ever be able to put this up on my other blog,
not for your eyes anyway.

its funny,
how when I really care for someone,
I never admit so.

Its so easy to tell, hi-bye friends, oh i love you,
but those words never escape from my lips, when it comes to truly cherised ones.

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Just got off the phone with mh.
He's the one whom I can really pour my heart out to.
He's watched me grow/blossom over the past year.

I can't imagine telling all that to ben or any other guy friend whom i consider close.

Thank God for this friendship of ours.

Its always awesome to have a listening ear.
Someone who's older, who's 'been there done that'.

hoohuumm.

Thank God.