i am most happy.

when i'm myself.

no holds barred when i'm speaking to fatty.
nothing i need to conceal.

she knows me inside out.
i don't feel the need to impress.

thank God for friends like her.

actually, i feel like that with friends from back home.

there's no need to pretend,
to blend in,
no need to spit out random information,
no need to crack my head, to keep the conversation going.
cause silences are welcomed.
cause silences are comfortable.

who i am here in Melbourne?
sure, i've grown in faith,
but in personality?
it feels like i've lost.

whilst trying to figure out who i am,
i seek solace in art,
in music,
trying/wanting to be everyone's friend.

listening to music i don't really like,
hanging out where everyone else hangs out because its cool.

God, please don't let me lose myself again.

and I pray that in You I am found.